But then, just when it seemed like everything was going according to plan,
…It was like my metabolism began to pack its bags and leave town along with my energy, youth, libido and my confidence.
You know how it is – You barely notice it happening….
The weight just seems to sneak onto your body one ounce at a time –
Slowly inflating your hips and thighs while deflating your courage and confidence.
I was working a lot and raising a family so instead of watching what I ate and spending hours exercising,
I bought bigger clothes and avoided the beach and pools at all costs.
My libido had diminished into a dull-lit flame while my confidence and energy evaporated –
Near the end I couldn’t even play with my daughter without getting tired…
At this point, I just felt like a fraud.
…I knew I was failing myself, but the worst part was letting down the clients, family and friends who depended on me.